Hyperballad will probably be my last public post. I deleted my journal yesterday, along with a whole bunch of illicit and somewhat bad pictures from myspace/facebook/etc. Its kind of unfortunate, but I realized that people are loudmouths and can't be trusted so I just need to make every post private. So, as the days go by each post will slowly go ( Read more... )

This summer has brought a lot of change; I'm not going to lie. I recognize that. It does strike me as unfortunate that I've lost contact with a few people - or maybe I wouldn't say lost contact. Just, talked less? I attribute a lot of that to the just, plain busy-ness of the summer. But some of it is my fault and I do feel bad. I wish I saw a lot ( Read more... )

I had an exciting day yesterday. It started out fantastic. I got the boy's digits at North and if that isn't a high better then any other...I don't even know. But, that went pretty well I'd say. Then I found out one of my closest homies is being investigated by the feds. Fucking great. And then I had to film. All goddamn day. And then my phone kept ( Read more... )

That's right. I am officially a legal, adult young woman. Fuck. That's so weird. There are so many positives...just so many. I'm so excited for all the opportunities 18 brings. But then its the responsibility. And that suckkks. But whatever. So, onto the bomb part of the birthday - the party! Thursday ( my actual birthday) was so pretty good. Just ( Read more... )

I'M GOING TO GRADUATE ( Read more... )

Oh boy...life is just so grand! Except for the fact that I'm NOT GRADUATING ( Read more... )

So, I've had an interesting weekend so far. I'm wondering how many times one can bezzel in a row. Anyone know? Hmm, I'll have to look that up I guess. Anyways, back to my interesting weekend. Oooh, I have a crush. But I don't. I think I'm identifying serious problems with men I'm going to have in my future. Its weird...I always think I am way to ( Read more... )

I'm thizzin pretty hard right now. I've been for the past few hours. Its a good time to hear that passing my bioethics class "does not seem likely at this moment" as said by my teacher.

Well, fuck. Fuck graduating. Fuck life.

I've been sitting here. Listening to Snow Patrol and I'm just thinking - how utterly, and completely tragic. My life is just. ( Read more... )

I just wrote this very lengthy, self loathing entry that was erased. Oh well. Basically it said: I don't think I'm going to walk. I'm not going to graduate...its just a feeling I have. There is no way I'm going to pass Bioethics, and math...I don't know. I have a slight handle on Am Gov't, but who knows how that will end. I'm not going to walk. I'm ( Read more... )

I fucking hate you. You are a piece of shit. I hope one day you get run over by a bus and your organs are splattered all over the concrete. Then I will augh over your mutilated corpse and then spit on your decaying body. You are a dirty bitch who will have a miserable life forever. That is, until you die. If I don't graduate because of your crusty ( Read more... )