i woke up depressed this morning. my dream i had made me feel that way. in my dream caitlin didn't want anything to do with me.. i think my subconcious has given up. the other nite. i had a dream that me and caitlin were together. but now it wasn't. i don't know what it means. Now even in my dreams i can't be happy. I think this was a nightmare. I ( Read more... )

I've decided to not judge things untill i actually try them myself, (i.e. parties) but i exclude one thing.. drugs.. fuck drugs i will and always will never accept (any illegal drug, perscription is okay, unless the tweaker uses it to get a "high",.. damn loser)drugs. if someone has to stoop that low to use drugs to have fun. they really have no ( Read more... )

Well since i probably wouldn't talk with her for a couple days i don't want to lose my train of thought of what my idea was.. I want to be friends that is since friends see each other. i had an idea of atleast taking one day of the week to like go out and eat and talk about each other.. like how things are going and how's life. I hope she isn't ( Read more... )

i have decided to use this because well i think a lot lately and when i stop thinking or start thinking about something else i'll forget it. So this will be for my memory that could eventually help me. When i do think of something i'll write it.

CAITS GONE!!!.. i am very sad. I hope 3 weeks goes by fast

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I'm Lovin it.. it=my lj because i can always see Caity :)

.bored,awake,computer game=Diablo2lod, Did i say bored?..

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