ANGELINA!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! DON'T LEAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok... it's so annoying. EVERY talk show these days is about "who's my baby's daddy"... close your legs and get over it biatches...

wow, i haven't written anything on here for a while. it's ok, no one even reads this, haha. but i'm gonna type for fun anyways. my birthday is in about 3 months... woo hoo, i'm turning 18 :) i started talking to my dad about my party and i think we're getting a place, like, some time of clubhouse or hall or something, and i get to invite anyone and ( Read more... )

last cigarette: a few months ago
last kiss: kyle on saturday night
last good cry: hm... sometime last week
last library book checked out: o god, i have no clue
last movie seen: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind... go see it!
last book read: um.... ellen foster (in school)
last cuss word uttered: probably fuck
last beverage drank: diet coke
last food ( Read more... )

seriously, i don't think that things could get any worse, i really don't. life just, well... it just sucks a lot of ass right now. still dealing with troy's death, can't get over my situation with chris (i hate myself so much), kyle hasn't tried to contact me in any way shape or form in the past 2 1/2 weeks, i'm so close to not graduating, one ( Read more... )

troy's funeral is in about an hour.... this has been such a hard week. so much shit has happened and my mind is fucking confused, so many questions and thoughts and worries and emotions. i haven't been able to sleep, i haven't been going to school, when i do go to school i can't concentrate. i'm getting frustrated with kyle, i'm still crying about ( Read more... )

when you walk out of a class on friday afternoons and head into the weekend, you would never expect that on monday, that boy that sits in front of you, who you joke around with everyday, will be gone from this world forever.

a friend of mine, troy pollett, was stabbed and killed friday night/saturday morning. just friday afternoon we were sitting ( Read more... )

welll.... this weekend did not turn out as expected. i ditched school on friday with my brother and we went to mimi's to see kyle and also so i could talk to him and try to figure out wut the hell was going on this weekend. he said that he still didnt know if he would be able to spend the night that night, but he said that on saturday for sure ( Read more... )

wow, it's always cool when people flake out on you twice in one day... i love my friends

well woo friggin hoo.. it's march :) what does this mean? vanessa will be OUT OF THE PICTURE sometime in the next 31 days, which is like, nothing considering the fact that this was something that's been 5 months in the making. she was at the show last night, but it didn't bug me at all, because i got to spend my time wiht kyle before she got there ( Read more... )