I should have gone with my gut instincts. They kept telling me, dont get involved with him, hes not boyfriend material, this is not a guy you want to marry, he doesnt really care about you. but i didnt and I wasted 4 1/2 months trying to convince myself otherwise. But i was right all along ( Read more... )

I smell like baby diapers and im exhausted. Today im babysitting til 11 then going to the nursing home til three then picking up kayla and babysitting til 10 tonight.

This is life from now on.

I get to see doug tomorrow night <3

I get to see allison in a week and a half <3

I finally have enough money to get my plane ticket to seattle <3 ( Read more... )

I started all three of my new jobs this week. The nursing home and two new babysitting jobs that is. Actually number three starts today in 20 minutes. I havent done this one yet but im sure it wont be too hard. Just one 11 month old girl ( Read more... )

Whats on the agenda for tonight....
Blazing and a movie with jimmy doberstein. Havent seen that kid in a hot minute

P.S. i bought lots of adorable new clothes today that are super fashionable and im gonna wear em out and romp around and make everyone look at me!

Allison really gets home tomorrow. YAY

ok, so the secret to me being happy is actually socializing. So much easier said than done. I just need my ally boo here. But i think shes coming home tomorrow. YAY

Job number three is in the bag

I got two new jobs today. One is babysitting and one is volunteering at a nursing home. I have an interview tomorrow morning for another babysitting job. So if i get that job my schedule will goes as follows ( Read more... )

Wow. Going to bikram yoga today made me realize how ridiculously out of shape I am. The class was 1 1/2 hours and I spent half of it lying on the ground.

I suppose you have to start somewhere though.

On another, old, worn out subject, doug is gone.  I talk to him on ( Read more... )

honestly. why do people have to make me feel even worse when I already feel like shit?

You dont need to go out of your way to make me feel bad.

Thins are hard enough as they are

theres some vital things that I need to get done in the next week and a half or so ( Read more... )