I couldnt imagine that seeing my baby could have gone any better.

Hes as sweet and perfect as ever.

I miss you baby. <3

im trying but its just not working.

Now that two people have told me almost the exact same thing in the last few months I might heed their advice ( Read more... )

Its time for an update ( Read more... )

Doug left this morning. And this time hes not coming back in a week. ACtually he is but thats just to play a show in annapolis. Then hes gone for good. i've done some serious reflecting on our relationship lately. And I realize it didnt turn out what I wanted it to be. i think it turned out better. I cant figure out why though ( Read more... )

Now I’ve tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don’t ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me Cos I’d already know

I love you Douglas Edward Paterno.

Mmhmm. I said it.

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Saturday night rocked. I love you allison leigh alter!

Ok...so maybe im over reacting, maybe he just doesnt understand everything about me without me explaining it to him ( Read more... )

I didnt do anything on my birthday.  But not in a bad way.  I chose to not go to my afternoon class and opted instead to just hang out and watch movies.  It was nice and relaxing and overall i think it was a good idea

Ive recently realized that sometimes I just care too much about people who dont seem to care too much about me.  Not that they dont ( Read more... )

So far my birthday has consisted of me sleeping in cause i didnt have lab this morning, sneezing and coughing like crazy, getting invited to a friends for a birthday blunt, heading to campus for my lecture and then getting a call from my favorite woman ever wishing me happy birthday ( Read more... )