im fed up with my mom always being mad and my dad having this stupid little mood swings, im so tired of not having a car and of always waiting for things!!! im so tired of living the way it's going right now..i wish i had someone to be with and fall in love with!!! but i dont and it really makes me angry..i know this is freaking crazy talk because ( Read more... )

omg today was a cool day!! here is the reason why i didnt call when i got outta work...so it was Jet's B-day and well i didnt even get him a card! but turns out that work was really slow and we sorta were finishing early..so Lee asked us if we had taking Jet out to party or something like that, and i said no..well we sang happy birthday to him and ( Read more... )

i feel like the biggest shit!!! I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's not bad, or about us, dont worry..it's about you know who.....my buddy from school..yeah..it's shitty!!! and i wish he could be in my shoes!!!! I FUCKING MISS YOU SO MUCH CHRISTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like a complete weirdo ( Read more... )

im so fucking feeling like crap!! a big crap and i have a headache!! aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i want to go to sleep but i have class n oh oh did i ever mention pepperoni's was the worst place to work specially when you're sick! did i?? well IT IS AND OH SHIT!!!

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhit! now it's Dave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll noooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess the freaking heart feels nice whenever someone tells you little simple things and they you go!!! "Ahhhhhhhhhh...i feel ( Read more... )

again: SOMEONE SHOOT ME!! THIS TIME BECAUSE THERE IS A LOUD NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD AND IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS!!! omg i think im going to die!! it wont stop< even in here! (THE LIBRARY) it's supposed to be a quiet place, but the static is still in me!!!!! OMG I FUCKING HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!

we must go down down

we must arrive....down down down

and you hear my echo...

you hear me plead "dont go"

why you had to go, i'll always wonder why

and you hear my echo

you hear me plead" dont go, please dont go"

Listen to the voices,

they are wise yet undiscovered by the ignorance

all the time you've wasted!!!

Now it makes me wonder......

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im bored out of my fucking mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrrrrggggg!!

i guess this shitty lj thing is over for me, byebye..like if it really matters to anyone right!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? it's just way too early in the morning!!!!!!!

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well..i guess some feelings are always in you, no matter what? right, there are some thigns you just cant get rid of... then ten years later you realize and it makes you think about it so much! right?? tell me if im wrong, just do it.. i just gotta say that today was awesome and that it made me feel like home, it really did ( Read more... )