It has been a really long time. The summer has finally ended and school started today. It is so interesting not seeing all the class of '05 friends that I have made. This year is going to be different. Well about my summer. I went to Spain and Moracco for 11 days and then to Canada for a week. Sarah and her boy friend, which is now her X (I am kind ( Read more... )

Look past it. Look on the inside. What people don't see. Do people really see past fake smile and see the hurt and pain on the inside? Do people look at the quiet girl and think that nothing is wrong with her and not see that she is not doing well? Some people are quiet because they are hiding something and to afraid to talk about it. Not all ( Read more... )

Today was an ok day. I ended up going to church, I haven't gone in like a month. It was good, I actually was awake during the sermon. I have questions about certain things that the pastor talked about.

I went to youth group and we did something different tonight. We had a praise type thing that was lead by I witness. It was really good. I enjoyed ( Read more... )

So today sucked, yesterday sucked, actually when I think about it the past whole week has sucked.

I am so confused and so sad right now. A part of me wants my grandma and grandpa to come into town, but a part of me doesn't want them here. I mean I love them, but I really don't like them. I don't know how that can work but it does for me. It is ( Read more... )

I am not in a good mood today. Yesterday sucked. I am having a hard time with this. Why am I being like this? Someone please tell me why I can't do anything right anymore. Why am I not throwing good anymore? Why is everything just going down hill for me? Just why has everything sucked so bad? Please tell me, please. I am feeling so unloved and ( Read more... )

I should be doing my homework right now, but I just can't concentrate. I am so pissed right now. I got a referral today. That makes me so mad. I shouldn't have gotten it. I was never told to come in for student help day. Er... that just pisses me off.

Today just plain sucked. I could just go curl up in a ball and cry. I don't know why I have been ( Read more... )

I am getting really mad a frustrated at so many things. This past week was really miserable and bad. I hated it and never want another week like this again, but I know that it isn't going to happen. This week is going to be the same a last week. So what can I do? Nothing. People are really getting on my nerves so bad. Sometimes I could just scream ( Read more... )

I am not going to type a lot tonight. I have a major headache that I can't get rid of, I have homework that I have to try to get done, and I am really, really tired. Zzzzz... It was a really long day at school today. This six weeks is almost over and that means that the last few weeks are left of school. I want school to be over with so bad, but I ( Read more... )

Well, this is great. Am I always going to be like this. Am I going to always get worked up about things like these. Am I always going to get frustrated and hit things when something like this happens. I sure hope not. I want to change so bad. I don't want to do this anymore. I am not going to talk about this anymore, because it is making me so mad ( Read more... )

Would someone please save me. I can't take my parents right now. THey are pissing me off. They are making me so mad, I could just scream. They don't understand that I don't want them at my track meets. I get home from my track meet today and was told that they are going to start show up at them unannounced. I DON'T WANT THEM THERE!!! I can't throw ( Read more... )