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[mhatty]

as i sit here and talk to her now, i feel tears fall down my face.
i dont know why, im not even thinking about anything

shes so far away, sat at her computer, talking to me, telling me how she is,
it hurts me i cant be in her life anymore, it hurts more than anything else.
i feel shut out, shut straight out of her life

two weeks ago i was crazy in love

Comments

howdy mr

[shelzbellz]

Hello Matthew, Im glad you believe i care about you because I do alot, and my intention has never been to hurt you, but just to be happy in myself. You know that the last few months I have been pretty low in myself and lonely with friends and now im starting to make an effort, I know it hurts you but im sure that your happy that im happy right?

Found some more ya tee's today so will give em ya another time :) its my bday in a week woop! xxx

Re: howdy mr

[mhatty]

i cant explain how much i still love you,
my heart was ripping in two today when u were there,
i dont kno why, i guess i upset myself, i just sat there staring at u....

ur so beautiful

u know im happy for u being happy, i just dream we cud be happy toghether.

ill look forward to the tees :) ill have to give ya ur card :D
with lovealways Matty xxxx