Havnt used this journal for a while, I have a new journal mebe_E for those who care, it wont really say alot just an update whilst im at uni etc. So if you want me to add you just lemme know I might have added you anyway so check x

Right I have a new journal people, and anyone that wants to be added on it, then comment this and ill add you, unless there is a reason i dont want you on my list, like the fact that you fucking suck. xxx

Its nice to feel alive, but then at the same time I wonder whats the point when I cant see what direction to go in...hmmm : ( anyone ever get that feeling

Anyway lately has been alright, been getting talking to ma beckski and dani (emo bf) and was at the pub with tat and kerri yesterday : ) was nice, meeting people at college, chilling out. Might ( Read more... )

mmmm mmmmmm mmmmmmm...mmmm mmmmm mmmmmm...

I got college monday but going in with giggy today to check if i need to bring anything with me, we been falling out and making up alot lately but its all worth it to hear him say he loves me, because I love him to.

Life gets so complex sometimes when it really doesnt have to.

Fairbro is right, who wants to be around negative fuckers, bringing negativity into my positive attitude. Fuck off, like I give a shit what you think.

What if the people in the mental home arn't crazy, but we are?

What if what they talk about it real, and were brainwashed to not believe it?

Work places called (x)
Mission Hamster Organised (o)
Get up jimmy for hair mission (o)

Mission Hamster

Sept 05 - Great Photography chances, lots of cafe's

Sat here smiling I look to things that would be better, things and places to go, people to meet and see more of, how life through the eyes of a child is less painful than the longing truth that maturing is hard work, we go through so many changes, so many heartbreaks, so many problems that we need to learn to be able to handle, Mistakes, ( Read more... )

I waited like over half a year for something,

something that I would have never imagined possible,

For someone that I had thought about for so long,

To get it and only be dissapointed by it,

I feel that I am pushing for something that isnt really there,

I wanted to see him yesterday, he never showed, fair enough

I was looking forward to seeing him ( Read more... )