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This past week has helped me alot. I've been so undoubtly stressed out, and I still am, but I am handling it all better. I took alot of my stress out on Matt and I felt/ still do feel really bad about it. He didn't deserve for me to flip out on him. That showed me that when I am ready to explode and tick at any moment, I need to go take a walk or ( Read more... )

screw boys. screw feelings. and def. screw ever telling those feelings if you get them.

i'm crazy about him ( Read more... )

i probably should have never told him how i felt. i hate screwing things up.

So me and matt didn't go on our date to the movies. But him, eric, and myself went to sweettreats and then to windjammer and chilled there for a while. I was very nice. I think I still would have enjoying being at the movies with just him, but I did like getting to finally meet eric and sit in the grass and enjoy the lake for a while. I had plans ( Read more... )

I am finally starting to heal a little bit. My breathing has improved somewhat. I can walk around without my breathing stopping. I havn't had a fever all day. Okay so that's kind of a lie. It got up to 99.5 but whatever. My lungs still hurt and I am coughing alot. But compared to how I felt wednesday, thursay, and yesterday, today has been good. I ( Read more... )

I've come to livejournal a bunch the past few days to update. But there is nothing to update. I've stayed in my bed doing nothing and I hate it. I don't like being sick.

I have pneumonia. Matt called me today and asked me to go out to the movies with him this weekend. I BETTER start feeling well by then.

just tell me how you feel. seriously.