then it must be that it makes me write ( Read more... )

[Park] [오후 4:36] and they wonder
[Park] [오후 4:36] why things dont get done in time
[Anna] [오후 4:37] But.... I'm learning more cool formulas in excel for my work tracking sheets
[Anna] [오후 4:37] So that's fun
[Park] [오후 4:41] learning is always fun
[Park] [오후 4:41] like i just learned
[Park] [오후 4:41] Victoria Secret pays 600,000 per case
[Park] [오후 4:41] ( Read more... )

I've often thought "going all in" on something was an admirable quality.
But when I think about the times I was most unhappy, it was when I was obssessed with something.
There is so much to life. So much more to see if I can open up my eyes.
I hope it's not too late.

lately i wonder this. had i lived sorta "normal"-ish life so far, had i lived smoother, without bumps that completely tipped me over, would i be more stable now ( Read more... )

     I had no one to talk to. The silence in the room was ringing in my ears. Although my windows were always closed the cold winter wind found its way into my room like a bad spirit. I was in my bed covered in blanket. It felt odd to be so awake on a Saturday morning. I had dreamed of a huge whale splashing a crowd and I. The whale almost capsized ( Read more... )

Can't believe I am close to 30 years old now. My experience in Korea has been fast-paced and interesting, but somehow I've lost my inner strength and the determination that I was able to develop during my prison time. I want to get that back. Time to get back to the basic. I shall want nothing. Expect none, accept all. Everyone comes and goes ( Read more... )

Going to be locked up for the next few years or (6 months if I am lucky)

It's been fun USA. Perhaps its time for me to move on.

Last night, I've learned that I will not be eligible for shock incarceration and will be serving the whole way: 3 and 1/2 years in state prison ( Read more... )

So I've met you probably for the first and the last time. But I miss you.

I haven't updated this in what seems like forever.. There's something that's been bothering me, practically everyday like when I wake up and frown at my stink morning breaths or when I helplessly stare into the ceiling at night, unable to fall asleep. That I've become a trash and how I don' really care of that fact. I used to be inspiring, when ( Read more... )