We're bigger than anything that we've got going on for us.

Our word is our bond.

Anger is a very expensive emotion.

Instant liberation is achieved when you stop procrastinating. (Yeah you, do your damn dishes!)

Ahimsa - my principle

Part of being a bike messenger is being able to put up with the shitty 4th class citizen treatment at corporate buildings and out-of-boredom rudeness of security guards. At this point I know better that I'm never gonna ride the same elevator with the "important business men".Silly security guards ask me all kinds of seemingly important security ( Read more... )

stayed up all night. I can't sleep unless I force my body to hit its limit. When I'm so tired I can barely think back to the thoughts seconds ago, that is the only time I can sleep ( Read more... )

I used to have so much, only I didn't realize that. My life is an unending repetition of shame and misery. The happiness always came unexpected like a beautiful stranger asking for direction. But she never stayed too long, she would always leave me feeling confused and even betrayed sometimes ( Read more... )

2:14pm ( Read more... )

This doesn't mean anything. Cut my arm, and if I bleed maybe I will believe that I'm alive. I'd be doing myself a favor by killing myself. But death is forgiveness. And I cannot forgive myself. This cannot be the end of me. I must find a way.

I am throwing away the residues of my memories. Including the letters from my father's which were sent while I was in jail back in Korea. I remember that I don't have any childhood photos because my father had burnt them all. I am afraid I'm becoming more like him day by day. But at least he was never a criminal. I am so sick of myself. Why ( Read more... )

"When I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story."

'nuff said.

If anyone asked me what home should feel like, I will tell them that it feels like the first spray of warm drizzle on your face from the shower you take after nights of ugliness. When the water hits your face and begins to wash away all your staleness and your mindaches, you can finally let go; all of it ( Read more... )

I am turning 24 soon. hah, I can hardly believe it. my life has been a crazy ride... I feel like I've burned too many bridges. I yearn to be alone yet I cannot stop myself from being social. The truth is.. I am lost. I feel like I never had a home. I've always been a wanderer. I've been forced to adapt, change, and alter myself one way or the ( Read more... )