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creeping sadness
I can't help but to stare at my inevitable downfall when I'm alone. When I am around others I can distract myself quite well through the vibration of the words and the emotions between my friends and I. Perhaps that's why I've been socializing on a higher frequency than usual. Oh how thankful I am of that fact ( Read more... ) -
just a dream.
Should I feel creepy of myself for dreaming of her ( Read more... ) -
facing the void
once i heard.. losing money is losing a little, losing honor is losing a lot, and losing courage is losing everything. but right now i have none of the above. i don't see the glass half-full or half-empty; i just don't see the damn thing at all. i'm trying so hard to stay positive and good but i can't help being so scared and frustrated about my ( Read more... ) -
spontaneous trip to plattsburgh
I've been living on beer and cigarettes for the last few days. It's amazing how I came up here with virtually nothing and I feel like I have everything. Except this Monday, I've been having a time of my life. Just like the old times when I used to be a student here. I got to see everybody, including the ones that I weren't expecting to see; ( Read more... ) -
partying in astoria
i am deejaying this party. i feel slightly intoxicated and under influence. i hate smoking weed. i said some dumb things. but i think im having one of best times of my life. these last few days have been soo good to me. just played firework by the whitest boy alive. good song ( Read more... ) -
i've got a lot to write down.
but i need rest. i hope my homemade remedy works and that i feel better tomorrow. -
omg
i've just discovered Omegle.
i'm never going to sleep again lol -
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I miss sleeping next to someone. I think this is like the best part of being in a relationship. -
cleaning gmail
reading some of my old emails makes me want to cry.
what happened to me?