I ordered a green mini Ipod yesterday So I can't wait till it comes in the mail ( Read more... )

Without you ( Read more... )

I prey that this heart will be unbroken . . .
But without you all I am is incomplete.

so here I am.
heavy empty hearted.
lost and confused.
I have realized there is more to life than you
But still, nothing feels real.
It's all so painful.
Couldn't tell you what hurts worse.
I'm scared I'll never feel again.

I guess all it was to you
was a summer love that lasted longer than you thought.
But unfortunetly for me
you weren't just any ( Read more... )

i am in a better place ( Read more... )

In the past week i have realized how lucky i really am to have the friends I do ( Read more... )

( so you thought you knew me? )

So today ( Read more... )

( im trying to keep my mind off things )

everything reminds me of him. EVERYTHING. i feel out of control. Like when your completely wasted and if you didnt have those friends there with you, then your not sure if you would still be here.

Even when i highlight something with the mouse . .and the background of the font becomes blue. It makes me cry more because its eric's favorite color ( Read more... )