is there such a thing as wanting to much? i mean you can always want certain things but what i am talking about is wanting so much that it is bad for you? that it actually does more harm than good? idk if that makes sense, does it?  its like you want certain things in your life and you reach for them but the never seem to appear either you can't ( Read more... )

i feel isolated... prob bc i haven't been doing much bc of my eyes. i feel like i am in a tiny box all by myself and no one can get in...what's going thru my head? i don't even know right now...

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Hi everyone! At work right at this moment. I am having eye surgery on Wednesday the 27th of June. Just thought I would give everyone a heads up. This should correct my eye sight to where I no longer need glassed. I am super excited, since I have worn glasses since I was 5 years old. I honestly don't even know what it feels like to not have to ( Read more... )

What do u do when some one proves that they are untrustworthy. When someone is constantly telling u to trust them but then they do this one thing that makes u feel like shit ( Read more... )

Am I that bad of a person that my "friends" don't even want to be my "friends". i call, write, e-mail, whatever and no response.  I have no best friend even though i think when it comes to a certain age there is no such thing as a "best friend."  I do think that some people have that "one good friend" that they talk to and that answers the phone ( Read more... )

insert the same ol boring shit about my life somewhere in here.....who really cares anyway?

So, it is always something. Today my grandmother got a certified letter in the mail saying if we didn't pay the taxes on my dad's house (900-something odd $) that it would be auctioned off.  I have exactly $900 dollars in my account.  Now the bill has to be paid in 20 days.  I just got paid.  Therefor if I pay the bill right now like I want to I ( Read more... )

I wanna go on vacation.

Been feeling a little down the past couple of days. I don't know that I really have anything to be upset about.  My mom has been pissing me off lately but that is a given, when isn't she pissing me off.  She has informed me that "Shane is no longer allowed to come over on school nights." I mean what am I, 12 or something. If I wasn't doing what I ( Read more... )