So, I'm pretty sure kawaii_lynn is a much happier journal to read.

So, add kawaii_lynn? Seriously, do it.

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But, I'll still use this one for the not-so-happy entries. (:

It seems that even my cat knows when I'm sad.
Usually, she bites if I try to hug her, but today
she let me wrap my arms around her while
I cried. It was a surprise, but it made me feel
so much better immensely. ♥

I wish I didn't have to go back this weekend.
Le sigh. Can I just move back already?

But then again, being back just reminds
me of everything. I could get away, but I
don't really want to.

There's an apartment full of people.
So why do I feel so much more alone than usual? ):

I'm thinking about making a mixtape.
However, I'm slowly, but surely,
losing this feeling. It makes me a little
bit more broken.

Well, I must say, I completely loathe work if not for the people there.
They people in my age group are so friendly and nice. Some of the boys
are phew! -fans self- quite good-looking. (; One even texted me on my way
home this morning & told me that I have the cutest dimple and that I should
smile always.

Is this a new crush? I'm always casting glances.
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So I had videos & I took only three pictures. I was too shy to ask anyone for a photo especially when I thought some costumes were AMAZING! There was this really good Lulu, but I was too shy & my partner wouldn't ask for anything for me. D:


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Attended my very first anime convention today. (: It was delicious & fun. Although I felt it to be short-lived & not worth the price, but meh, c'est la vie. There were a lot of Inu Yasha, Naruto, & Bleach cosplayers. (As expected.) Lots of repeats anyways. I saw someone cosplay Miaka Yuuki & Kairi though! My faves! :3 My youtube channel has vids of ( Read more... )

Stayed up for twenty-four hours. Brain is fried ( Read more... )

Is it strange to feel so disconnected from everyone?
I feel as if the people close to me are only half there. This past week I've felt so alone, and while I have always embraced solitude, this time it feels different. It feels very painful. I feel taken for granted. I feel like all the relationships I've built up since last year are for nothing. ( Read more... )

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