So in the last two months, I went from being a mother of one, to a mother of two who is massively sleep deprived. We had our son on March 27th and I couldn't be happier. As vain as this sounds, I am glad to no longer resemble a bowling ball and to have a figure more like a human being (that doesn't eat McDonald's for breakfast, lunch, and dinner).

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So I have determined that I hate smoking. No offense to my friends that do it, but I do not like giving yourself cancer voluntarily. That is all.

Now, it does not sound like a while lot, but I am starting to feel more like the good year blimp, then the petite sex goddess that I once fashioned myself to be ( Read more... )

I am going to see the Foo Fighters and Jimmy Eat World tonight. Todd decided to get me the tickets for a Christmas present and I am so excited.

Down side:I have to go in a wheel chair because it is too much for me to walk.

I am going to have to learn not be embarrassed by nothing...

That would be the one word to describe me. Whoever said that being pregnant makes you beautiful and glow totally lied! I am feeling really bad today. They are considering me a "high risk" pregnancy so I am pretty much confined to doing nothing for a while, which is really not so bad, except for the fact that I do not know how to sit still for more ( Read more... )

I have an extremely loyal and dedicated husband, but these pregnancy hormones along with my past (that has fucked me up for all eternity)constantly has me questioning just how loyal and how faithful and 23 year old male can really be. Here is the tricky part, I can never bring it up because then I sound like the crazy chick that keeps accusing him ( Read more... )

Just wanting to wish everyone a Happy New Year. I have really high hopes for 2008, after all, 2007 I had one too many losses but a couple of great gains. Let's just see where the road takes us :)

I am the proud new owner of a CHI Hair Iron ( Read more... )

When I ask you to listen to me
and you begin to tell me why
I shouldn't feel that way,
you are trampling on my feelings.
When I ask you to listen to me
and you feel you have to do something
to solve my problem, you have failed me,
strange as that may seem.

Listen! All I ask is that you listen.
Don't talk or do-just hear me.

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I drank a lot on Friday night. So much so that I do not even remember throwing up in my front yard (as my friend Lian said I did). I have been feeling pretty lonely lately, thankfully I have friends who drag me out and make me feel better ( Read more... )