Cedar Point in just a few hours ( Read more... )

Summer went by too fast.

Anyways, I guess I should sum this up by saying I think I overcomplicate things. I know I dwell too much on the past, and I really shouldn't. I am genuinely trying to move past this, but it's taking some time. I work so hard to not be close to people, enough I guess to forget how nice it feels to actually be close to

I am really glad that the biggest worry in my life right now is the fact that yet again they discontinued the scent I have chosen as my favorite from Bath and Body Works.

Things to do tomorrow
- Return bras
- Best Buy
- Groceries
- Get books
- Kill the demon bug in my pantry ._.

So, I'm in Italy at the moment, lol. I'm sure you're wondering what the hell I am doing on the computer if I'm in Italy. Sometimes I wonder myself. It seems so frivolous. I barely want to talk to my friends from home, and it seems like there isn't much to do on the computer besides my daily research and homework ( Read more... )

I've lost a lot, but I've found a lot.

Sometimes good talks with close friends can work wonders.

Today was an interesting day.

Hmm, can't sleep. So obviously the logical place to go is LJ. I just got done filming for this Japanese project we are doing (yes at 6:30AM). I think it's going to turn out well. Probably gonna get it on the internet eventually so you all can see me in my complete dorky splendor. If we can finish in time. XD ( Read more... )

I fixed my Flash/Quicktime video problem so I can finally watch embedded videos again!

Here's to hoping I don't wake up.

I am beyond lonely. I just feel completely alone all the time. I'm excited about going to Italy next summer. I'm worried about my grades. I'm worried about grad school. I'm alone and sad and scared. I'm sick (which is wonderful). I'm hurt. I still can't believe even like five months later, I am still crying, still unable to be close to people, ( Read more... )