holy hell i love men. damn you, all of you, you bastards! i go through a dry spell then out of nowhere, a herd of men come.... herding at me. all gorgeous, quirky, funny, smart men that are my type. what in the hell ( Read more... )

when you said good bye, i shouldn't have said anything at all...

I'm damn frustrated today. Still no job, oye. But the wonderful Pope Christof might be helping me. There are some jobs popping up locally, and there's a couple firms in Sac that are trying to help me, so I might be ok. But I might also get a nifty job at Apple. Ian would be so proud.

For some reason I'm really uneasy about going to sleep at night. I don't know what it is, I'd much rather live my life cat nap to cat nap than actually lie down and sleep. I think part of it is my loneliness. And not even for a sexual partner, or even a romantic partner. Mostly I just want someone there ( Read more... )

Holy crap I am awesome ( Read more... )

Well, Co-op employee I am no more.

Le sigh, my only concern now is finding another job. Oye. There's a nice little office job somewhere I applied for, I would do well there, hopefully I can find what happened to that, and check up on it. Fuck.

I'm going to nap and hopefully wake up better.

I love myself forever:
http://www.livejournal.com/community/ucdavis/2537633.html?thread=37977249#t37977249

gosh i sure don't like working. i want to find someone else to take it, but i only have 45 minutes, and trying makes me bitter about working more. that made no sense, i'm gonna go now, buy a bossa and maybe some chocolate, that should help me get through my day. oye!

( another silly photo )

To quote a fine gentleman, it's going to be a beautiful day.

So Ian broke it all down for me:

Ian: about your situation...
Ian: this guys is angry at you because you got along with his roomate
Ian: he secretly wanted to have sex with his roomate and couldn't
Ian: you got closer to that then he ever could and so he takes his sexual frustration out on you
Ian: becuase that's what people do
Ian: see...it's so ( Read more... )