haha not to sound all down but really, do you ever get the feeling you arent cool. i know right now its cool to be not cool. but that in itself sets up another definition of cool. and if you arent found cool by either definition of cool its not that cool. i know its life but sometimes it doesnt feel good to realize people dont like you as much as ( Read more... )

im going to just start writing and see where this takes me. im going to impart to any of you who care just a little insight into what ive been wrestling with lately. im a joke. i have very little substance to me. i can be rude. embarassing. i take without giving. i rarely give for the sake of giving. im a mooch. i have lost all sight of what i want ( Read more... )

this is why i love chris and ace. these kids are the best. both of their last entries are EXACTLY what i wanted to say. refer to them. thats how i feel. i think im gonna hit another REALLY nostaligic spot pretty soon. where i need to return to things that remind me of a time when i was happier and when i was a better person. if it comes down to me ( Read more... )

ok well heres my little emo entry. i really dont like who i am. i dont like the persona ive developed over the past couple weeks. i dont want to call myself fake. but it really is bordering that line. point being im not the guy i want to be. im dont feel as if im as good of a guy as i was only a month ago. i feel like ive behaved and spoke in ways ( Read more... )

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wow my nose is niagra. my teachers were gettin pissed at my dominating nose blowing all day. so yeah i really wasnt in a school mood today (who ever is) and decided to skip out for an hour or two and grab lunch and hang at panera. me and tyjizzle grabbed some broccoli and cheddar soup bowls and got our slurp on. by the way all i EVER get is this ( Read more... )

New SN: irelandrew 56 ( Read more... )

i havent been soo torn and confused and worried and lost in such a long time. i dont know. this probably wont mean much to any of you. but i had to write something. i dont know what i want to do with myself right now. damn it.

shieeeeeeeeeeet. i have the fucking southern maine music festical tomorrow. i havent even snuck a peek at the music i was given almost three months ago. fuck ass. so yeah im the man and ill pull it off the way i do every year. oh yeah and i forgot to tell schamatos that i needed the night off. so im just not gonna show up. and thats tizzight. so ( Read more... )

lately ive gotten fed up with music. im tired of trying to hear the latest find by one of my friends or try to discover NEW music or trying to hear such a VARIETY of music. when did i really lose sight of the important music. my foundation. when did WE lose sight of our foundation. people have spread their spectrum soooooo thin that they no longer ( Read more... )