itd be cool if anyone else's dreams were insane like mine too ( Read more... )

my new anti depressants make my dreams be even more crazy things ( Read more... )

not that anyone pays attention to this anymore but me ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh on-screen keyboard sux rly, try using it. icut all my hair off + dyed it back to my natural [hah]black. i look ugly, which is what i was going for ... i guess when you look in the mirror, and get nauscous looking at yourself... or get creeped out when you speak to ppl face to face, b/c you cant believe theyre not vomiting on you... then ( Read more... )

gah..
we played a show last night. we sound good.
i dreamed that somebody came to "interviene" on my depression but.. that never happens..
agh..
i don't know.

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itsu watashi wa mikesan no uchi e itte toki. kare wa.zenbu de terebi wo mitte..biiru wo nomi tai. [weakerthans no uta no lyrics] which. is . not. ii desu. itsu kare wo mitte toki watashi totemo shiawase ni narmimasu. demo when its the other way. ... naiin. :( DAME desu yo. :( i think that it is giving watashiwa a ookina complex desuyo! kskfaskldh ( Read more... )

konbwa mikesan to vickichan no uchi e ikimashita. demo. it was SO hard to find. so no mae ni watashi wa really bad map wo kaimashita. but somehow we found it. then watashitachi wa kouen e ikimashita. i peed outside!
hahahahaha.
then. i <3 mike. andddddddd 12 practiced without me cause im' a lameeeeasss ( Read more... )

i am sick
[as always]
i just threw up [as always]
but it was V8
[ewwwwww]
i worked wayyyyyyy to much today [as always]
i saw mike tonight [::SIGH:: <3 ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

things are sometimes fun
aside from an insane lack of money. or motivation to work more
it's sunnyoutside.
it's 9 am ish.
i saw the rutabega last night. <3 as. always ( Read more... )