Apparently, Tara has pintrest and expresses her feelings on it between her ex and Brian! Look what I found...

4 Hours ago!

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Michelle stopped me from texting songs to Brian. I wanted him to think about the lyrics and relate to them. She convinced me not to because she did it to Ray and he'd react for a moment or two then tell her "I love you but I need space." and "I can't give you what you want," which I know would be the BS Brian would throw at me. She said she looks ( Read more... )

I keep thinking why was it ok for him to beg and beg me not to give up when I was ready to walk away but I believed in his words and gave it another try. It's not ok for me to beg and beg and tell him the reasons I loved him and why we should move forward from here and he won't give it another try because it's on his terms ( Read more... )

I still dream almost nightly about him. I'm always pining for him and he's always avoiding me. We can never avoid eye contact but when I try to move closer he changes seats with someone, gets up and walks away or turns his head. I just want to feel his touch, hear his voice, taste his lips and smell him. I swear I can live in that moment forever as ( Read more... )

I was trying to figure out how to get rid of my new guy, Joe. We've been talking for two weeks and went on two dates, the third was Friday night. He asked me to be his Valentine and I reluctantly said yes knowing that I had a date with Chris on Saturday ( Read more... )

Today, I've started the journey of a new life with my future husband. His name is Chris, we've had a rocky 6 months getting to this point but we've grown together not in different directions like the last asshole. Chris actually does what he says ( Read more... )

Yesterday was hell, today will be worse. My parents left NY to travel since October, my sister is upset because her and her bf have been dating for 10 years and there is no ring, My best friend Jessica is single, my roommate is single and I'm single ( Read more... )

I've been reflecting, I'm not as happy as I thought I'd be. There is still a hole in my heart from when he pushed me out of his life. He shot me at close range that day in May ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to update this thing for 6 months now. Every time I thought about it and sat in front of my computer I stopped myself because I knew I had so much to write about. Here goes...

It's Thanksgiving 2014, I'm not where I thought I'd be and while it saddens me it intrigues me as well ( Read more... )

I texted him this morning while I was at the gym. Why are women such morons? Why can't we just walk away like they do ( Read more... )