Hi there, so lately I have been seeing Laura more and more, which has been amazing. It's really nice to have her back again, but she's been upset with me over it. The main reason being she usually comes over to Matt's which is a 45 minute drive for her, and it's usually because I need to work either before or after I see her-and I can't do work ( Read more... )

Ok, so I am supposed to be doing a paper for my environmental science class on hemp. This sux, I hate working full time and going to school, but I can't do it any other way. Oh well. I didn't end up moving in with Matt because my dad is really religious and said that he wasn't sure he could talk to me and support it if I went ahead and moved in ( Read more... )

So it's been forever, yet again, since I've updated this thing. I suppose things are going pretty well now. I haven't been on my comp that much which is probably why I haven't updated this thing in so long. And honestly, there's not much more else to say than the last time I wrote in here. This truely makes me realize how un-eventful life can ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite a long time since I've written anything in this thing. Been doing a lot of spending time with Matt, and on my own. Seeing a therapist finally, going well I suppose. I see the last time I wrote in was before my birthday, which has been a LONG ass time. I don't even thing anyone reads this thing anymore, oh well, and if you ( Read more... )

I don't know what it really is, but lately things have been going alright. Except the whole I need to get outta here ASAP! Haha, but other than that things are good. My mom's less bitchy, dad's never around so I suppose things are alright with him, I really don't know anymore, and things with Matt are going really well too. Work is going really ( Read more... )

I can't do it anymore, I need out. I can't take the constant threats of getting kicked out. I'm done, that's it, nothing more. I know I'll be ok, but I won't if i stay here. I just can't do it anymore, and neither can they. They don't want me here, and I don't want to stay here. How to tell them, I don't know. Have to soon, within the next ( Read more... )

I love him.
And he loves me.
Life just can't get any better than this.
:::sighs:::
He really is the best thing in my life.

I love you so much Matt!

Just had to put this song here cuz I'm SO missing my Laura right now! I'm a dork, yes I know this! Ok, time for bed! Good night all! MUAH ( Read more... )

My lil Lindsay went back to FL today for school. I miss her like whoa already! Hung out with her last night though, twas fun! And I didn't even get to see Matt today, and it was a long ass day! I'm sooo tired! I just want summer to come so Lindsay and Laura will both be home! :::tear:::

So yea, things have been getting better I suppose. Things with Matt are going very well, things at work are looking up, waiting to register for more classes. I guess there's really nothing that interesting going on in my life. Laura's in New Zealand and I'm SO missing her! Lindsay is home, thank god! I'm just in a good mood today, don't know ( Read more... )