I'm so sick of being trapped.
I don't want to be in New Jersey anymore.
I want to be in a city with public transportation that runs on time.
I can't do this whole suburbia bullshit.
It sucks.
I feel smothered.
I feel trapped.
But most of all right now, I just feel alone.

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I want it to be tomorrow in the worst way ( Read more... )

So I was accepted for the RHLS modeling gig this coming Monday ( Read more... )

Keep going.
Stop, look both ways or keep yr eyes closed.
Either way, you'll probably get hurt.
Get over it, pick yrself back, and try again.
I can't do this to myself anymore.

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Right about now I want out, I really do.
I honestly have no idea/opinions about anything.
I've really been thinking about switching my major, but I feel like I've gone so far to go back.
I'll test the waters during my 5th semester at Brookdale and see if I have enough passion for the switch or not.
Oh life.

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As much as I keep saying I'm looking forward to this semester, I'm really not ( Read more... )

I just get to sit back and laugh.

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Baking cookies at Becca's makes me smile.
Slept here since yesterday due to the lack of power in Highlands.
I know Lisa's tough because she slept at her hizzie.
I'm so excited for ORB and SWANN!
I've been thinking about graduation and everything.
Makes me sad.
But hey, we still have time together.
Make sure you hang out with me ALOT!
K? Thanx.
<3

So I've bought two packs of cigarettes.
I'm glad somewhere will sell them to me! :)
Went bowling with Patty and Lisa today.
We had a blast!
Probably doing Lisa more tonight.
Possibly kinapping Brittany.
Formaly is Friday.
Meredith I love you and you're my date.
Rebecca I love you and I hope you're feeling better.
Whoever else reads this, I love you