things are going well still ... progresing as they do in the world of michael ... i have been a bit off the past few days ... i keep sleeping immmense hours of time and cant seem to ever feel caught up ( Read more... )

so my life seems to have gotten away form me a bit... all in a good way though ( Read more... )

epiphanies are good and fun ... so after a recent stupid mistake and being three days without my anti enxiety i have learned a few lessons ( Read more... )

I havent been extreme in writing lately ... been busy and been reflecting alot ... i am tired of writing only when i am blah and feeling low... and i was giving myself some time to reflect on things as my new anti enxiety pills kicked in ( Read more... )

it is funny that a simple thing like blame gets us by so far in life and holds us down ( Read more... )

i was waiting fo rthe bus and i caught my reflection ... it actually startled me for a second .. i didnt recognize the person i saw ... he was skinny and his faux hawk was gone ... something else was missing .. i think it was his spark ( Read more... )

i am having a day of attitude adjustment ... i am greiving something that i didnt expect to happpen ... i let myself go ... i finally found heaven and it wasnt reciprocated ... oh well ( Read more... )

WOW ... i find my intuition to be intact more than i ever let on ... i guess the good thing is knowing that I should really listen to it ( Read more... )

i miss being close to anyone ... i have been finding my self sharing less and less of myself ... i have started to lose faith in relationships and poeple in them ... so much pain and sadness in getting close to anyone ... i find that I am less and less likely to even get close to anyone new ... i dont know why i am having a hard time even letting ( Read more... )

I know that secrets have ruled my life as of late ... it is hard to live a life so openly when you dont write what is really going on ... whether it be my dating life or the things i cant seem to let go ... i have learned so much in the past couple weeks ... i am finally ready to start my new future and see where it leads ... iam ready to see tings ( Read more... )