ok its been a while since the last update, and my life is damn hectic ( Read more... )

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ps. sweet new user pic

ohhhhhhh my god. I haven't updated in like 17 years. Thought I'd update so I can feel better about my life and not have the same old comments on my My LJ page. I guess I'm just sick of reading Devin's "Have you been reading Slaughterhouse Five?" comment. So you better comment. Right now. Go. Comment ( Read more... )

i'm falling further down the spiral and i'm so close to the edge. i'd ask what i did to deserve this but i already know its my fault. i took things for granted and didn't realize what i had. she was the one, there's no doubt now. but she left and i died ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to do anymore.

I've decided that I have officially made one of the worst, if not the worst, decisions of my life. Joining the military. I basically am not me anymore, because I am not allowed to be me. They've taken away many of my freedoms, my personality, and even a girl I thought I loved. Ya know, I thought I could push ( Read more... )

doot doo doooo

sittin at the airport waitin to go home. original flight: 22 Dec 06 3:15 PM ----CANCELED

new flight: 23 Dec 06 6:40 AM

woohoo spendin the night in the airport

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haha! I'm finally finished with freakin basic training. That sucked somethin fierce! Now I am in tech school just chillin out for the 4 day weekend, which is very nice. This place is cool, and its a lot more relaxed than basic. I don't wanna write a million word entry, so I'll just leave my ph1 # and you all keep in touch. 210-260-6948 kthxbye

So this is my last entry for a little while, as I am going to ship out to San Antonio, TX in the morning for basic training. I am pretty excited, and I'm rather sure it will be fun. Unfortunately, I can't enjoy my stay at this hotel too much, because, I am somehow close to not making weight. So instead of indulging in the free meal I get tonight, ( Read more... )