So way back in my freshman year of college, is when all my relationship issues started. Yes, its true, I turned into a total dickbag. But anyways, along with that first relationship crash, came some interesting advice from my psychology teacher. I even talked to Jenny about it back then, and it made a lot of sense to both of us. She said that you ( Read more... )

I've created a new journal with the sole purpose of being for myself. I can't write well over half the things I think in here without a fucktacle of drama. The new one is unclesamzbitch if any of my close friends really want to keep up with my deeper thoughts and comment or whatever. I'll only friend the closest ones. I'll still be on this one posting regular ( Read more... )

so a little backstory to today. Danielle and I got back together. By FAR the best we've had it. Things were going really great. It started up a couple weeks before our winter break. I mean we had a blast, possibly the best I've felt since I've been here in Cali. I really felt it lasting for real this time. The very thing we'd been looking for since ( Read more... )

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so I sat online wednesday night for a while, and I was really about to update with a bunch of awesome stuff that was going on, however the very next day was a super reversal, so another depressing one for ya ( Read more... )

With my 22nd year, I plan on making a change. I'm dropping all of my old friends that have caused me heartache and trouble, and the ones that I've done the same to. I'm going to focus on enjoying what I have and not messing it up and throwing it away. It feels like a new years resolution to me, but that's ok, cuz its a new year for me ( Read more... )

I'm doing a lot better now, just so you all know. I'm actually doing the opposite of what my last post said. So I should probably stop only posting when I'm depressed. Isn't that what this things for though?

PS. Zelda IS that hard!

i give up. i give up at everything. what the fuck does anything matter now. i'll probably fuck up anything i try now. i give up at this post...whtoi4tbytihpoerp9t8gt5fvrat'[;puu8ut;p8u9almzdex rnhjmhjcvx

one year in, and it feels like I'm still goin almost nowhere. Hopefully it only gets better from here.....

When I was young, like 6 or 7, I had several disturbing occasions at school. It was in 1st and second grade. During the middle of the day, just while the teacher is teaching the class, I broke out in tears. I don't mean a few tears though, I mean I just started bawling. Nobody knew what was wrong or why I was crying, not even me. I had to interrupt ( Read more... )