Can't believe all these past scribbles... what a trip.  What an era.

Does anyone in the network still check this old thing / their old thing?...

babies. a lot of people i know are reproducing like there ain't nothin' better to do. (let's leave the question of whether they ought to or not to another time. kidding ( Read more... )

finally the weather in london is beginning to resemble summer.  the last two months have been periodically rainy and still rarely above 65 degrees.  when will i stop living in cold countries ( Read more... )

"Man has places in his heart which do not yet exist, and into them enters suffering in order that they may have existence."

Leon Bloy

you detach the way van gogh painted stars.  it's a lost art, an instant masterpiece, a conflagration of color with the immensity of forever.

Whenever people ask me how I like living in Houston, a question that usually follows my explanation that I’ve lived here most of my life, I’m usually at a loss about how to respond. Bizarrely apologetic yet irrationally defensive, I’m always trying to justify my decision rather than simply lay out the serendipitous sequence of events. Sequestered ( Read more... )

long day at work. went running afterwards. fantastic run, a brilliant exhausting run. showered and bought some groceries. hummed a tune in the car on the drive back and fixed a hot meal. by myself, 600 square feet of my own space, not a soul in sight, cheerily. i can do this, party for one, it's not so bad ( Read more... )

i've decided to start writing on a more regular basis. since i already devote sporadic amounts of time to topical posting, i might as well exert some self-discipline and write to practice as well as to archive. of course, the trick is to encourage yourself to write even when the nothing of any possible consequence or thoughtfulness could come out ( Read more... )

michelin            jyu my butt  is growing

michelin            from beer

michelin            and i just eat more lately

michelin            sigh

jyu: :                oh lord

jyu: :                ur butt  can't grow

michelin            it is

michelin            i want a pancake butt

michelin            ...

michelin            ....rotfl

jyu: :    ( Read more... )

i feel so disagreeable today, a cloud of anxiety seems to be sitting in the pit of my stomach ( Read more... )