i got back from europe last night ( Read more... )

so.. im leaving in 12 hours to europe for two weeks.

want a postcard? send me your address! hurry!

wow im such an idiot! i lack social skills. i had fun at myers party though. happy birthday. hope you had fun. i really did.


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wow. shes really selfish. and not to mention self centered. i seriously dont mind becomming a loner because i realize how much i really dont like people. all they care about is themselves. oh well i dont care. and also. sareens awesome. and i miss lauren.

i swear i saw TOM from myspace a few hours ago...

im still up. im fucked.

so today was pretty shitty. i only ate an orange all day and i was about to pass out before gorging myself on anything in sight just to regain strength and keep from faintng. now i feel sick. im blowing my nose every 5 minutes. i am sneezing every ten. i dont know where the fuck all this snot even comes from. i didnt know i had it in me. and i cant ( Read more... )

life is very amusing ( Read more... )

today was really fun!

i went to tutoring for two hours
then i went shopping with danny to help him shop for his tux. he made me a cd. :]
then i took a nap and went to nickis and shannahs and we got boba and traded clothes.

happy birthday paul.

goodnight everyone.

ive been letting down a lot of people, disappointing them. it sucks because i dont want them to see this part of me. im really not like this. im just under a lot of pressure and i dont really think. i dont want people to think im not going to be there for them.