i have the HUGEST ZIT on my nose. ive been stressed out. a lot of things contributing to the massive devil. it went from red and pulsing to yellow and yucky in less than 24 hours and i need zit ointment.

"we are nothing but good actors"

i really need to talk to someone.

So i have a UTI and my mom thinks im having sex and im really scared and i dont know what to do.

Im at my aunts celebrating my little cousins 4th birthday party. Theres little kids running around everwhere so i decided to take some pictures with my grandpas SWEET Cybershot DSC-R1 SLR digital camera. i am in llove with it.

Here are some of my favorites.


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i hate this rollercoaster ride. so farr. its hurting more than its making me happy.

i miss him so bad he doesnt even know it. i just woke up from a nap and he was in my dream. It goes like this ( Read more... )

dslajkdsla life is so good right now. :]
i have two amazing best friends. I have an amazing boyfriend who makes me so sososos happy. i am.. yeahh. i dont know. good mood

how are you guys?

last night was amazing. even though i only had a few few hours of sleep, it was worth it. ahh my monster energy drink gave me a tummy ache.

well last night jonathan and i talked and well... i rally hope things are different this time. i love him so much. yeah. i always have.

he came over for like an hour. i dont know. we started having an amazing talk until he had to go home. he told me he wanted to thank me. that he admired me for never giving up. and tried to explain something to me. but all the while, my heart just stopped and i wanted to cry. but i tried to be strong. and be okay with whatever happens. he said i ( Read more... )