you were not here to watch me break.
you were not here to lend a shoulder when I needed to cry.
you were not here when I had a secret to tell.
you were not here when I had a crush.
you were not here when I last danced.
you were not here, were you ever really here?

I get carried away, I get lost in you ( Read more... )

i think i'm a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love like with you ( Read more... )

Yesterday I broke, most obviously.
Yesterday, I believe that God came and broke me down just as far as I was broken that night. He broke me down when I was desperately alone and refused to even scream at Him as I had become so prone to doing months ago. He let me know what it would feel like to be truly alone; to refuse His love, and just sit and ( Read more... )

sometimes i question

everything.

FRIENDS ONLY!
because some people can't feel good about themselves unless they make fun of me. 
& i'm sorry you feel that way.