okay, first off, boy have I been busy. I got out of Job Corps in late August, and it did feel great at first. But now it sucks. I don't know what to do with most of my day, when I don't have to work. And speaking (well writing) of work, I can't even find a damn job that goes with my abilities. I need to get out of here (my stupid little town). It's ( Read more... )

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6 days and a wake up until I can go home for my summer two week. It's going to be so much fun, but I'm hardly even going to be home this time. I'm going to be so busy, going from one place to another, and back again. Maybe, if I have time I'll be able to get some driving time in.
That'a all for now,
Michelle

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After 29 days without SIing, I SIed last night ( Read more... )

Okay this may seem a little random, but these are the thought that happen to be on my mind right now ( Read more... )

Good news anyone who reads this,
I called my mom a few nights ago and was talking to her about this and that. And she took the news pretty well. I mean at least she didn't yell at me, like I thought she would. And she even said she was proud of me, that I could trust her.

Well, that's all for now.

Michelle

I can't believe I did it. Last nite I wrote my mom a letter, telling her how stressed out I am here, how she knows I don't deal well with stress, and how I found a way to deal with the stress, which is/was to SI. I never thought I could do anything like that. Now I just have to wait for a letter back from her. God! My gut is in such a big knot.

I want to SI so badly right now! (For those of you that don't know what SI is, it is Self Injury.) I'm so stressed out here at Angell Job Corps. Some days I just can't handle it. I'm only here to finish my H.S.D. and move on with life. But the way they treat us here, it's not going to happen ( Read more... )

Well it's the frst day of '06 and so far the year seems to be going pretty good.
the only bad part is that I have to go back to Angell (job corps) like in a day or two. That really blows! Oh well, can't fight the powers. . . or can you . . . ?
That's a different day.