sure the privacy and freedom is nice and all. But I dont really get why people make such a big deal out of it. I honestly dont feel any different at all.

its probably just me I suppose.

nother turning point, a fork stuck in the road ( Read more... )

Never mind that. I'm in a very emotional/nostalgic mood at the moment.

My birthday was wednesday. Which was fun. Cake and drinks were had by all (well, my dartsteam and my parents anyway, and drinks by me at this moment). Sad news came the day afterwards, when I heard a certain dutch actor had committed suicide; Antonie Kamerling. No, none of you ( Read more... )

my birthday soon. -finally- moving into a place of my own soon ( Read more... )

Been a while since I posted here. Truth be told I dont really care for LJ anymore, nor do I read other people's blogs that often. I skim them briefly to see if any -major- events took place in people's lives. But even so, there's only 1 person who updates her LJ on a regular basis, and the others only very, very rarely. So yeah ( Read more... )

Dont feel like making a big entry. I just want to go back to Deep River, but it wouldnt be very responsible to go on a vacation when I should be focused on getting a place of my own. Blah.

Last friday I was in Eibergen with Keshia, Selwyn, and Laura, who have quickly become my closest friends in the very brief time that I've known them (laura for 1,5 year, the others about half a year). And we talked. Loads. I mean LOADS. Mostly me though, but they also talked a little. I talked about when I was suicidal, my bad relationship with my ( Read more... )

Well... 2009 is almost over. Only one week or so left... I stayed at Laura's place again 2 days ago.. and I started talking about how the past 9 years have affected me. Truth be told I've had only a few happy highlights in life, with the vast majority of remaining time being depressed or feeling shit ( Read more... )

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/americas/07/31/canada.bus/index.html?iref=hpmostpopRead more... )

drunk people trying to make me feel better can be so funny :D