i can't believe how disoriented i can be when my organized environment get disrupted. 
my specs went missing and i can't seem to find it. my room is a mess because my neices and nephew parks inside. 
i usually keep it lock it was just recently that i let them in and play. this is ridiculous.

i've taken otc sleep meds (doxylamine tiny blue pills), my friend introduce it to me. its just short-term sleep pills and basically knocks you out for only a few hours to calm you down. more of its anti-anxiety purposes that i used it, sedates me and my mood. i googled it of course before popping two, read through the uses, side effects and etc. it ( Read more... )

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wow. i haven't been this energetic with my livejournal for a long time, you can see i'm extra hype posting multiple entries with 2-3 hours difference. hehehe
mmm is it okay if i use the word hording? i am hording our pc right now coz my sister is with her husband for another 2 months. [sister's husband lives overseas and just got back. hehehe those ( Read more... )

here it is again, i'm following a shoujo manga entitled "PARFAIT TIC" it's a love story involving 3 characters stuck in a love triangle. two boys and a girl ( Read more... )

oh yeah, i have 2 clocks on my room now. hahaha. 
this time all two works and noisy too.
[not noisy enough to keep me awake, coz you know there are kinds like those.]
 there not wall clocks if that's what you're thinking, its the stands on its own that sort.

one i've placed just near my study table and the other i've placed near my bed where everytime ( Read more... )

it's really complicated for me wanting to help a person because i for one is extremely selfish. couldn't deny it.

when i think about sympathy and empathy. i often get the two mixed up and end up having guilty feelings at the end of the day after being with a friend in a pinch situation.

it always turns out the same, i only have few friends. [i can ( Read more... )

even until now, it still amazes me how g handles my personality. (slack jawed)

i'm the type of person that doesn't mind too much about what people say, saying things like i couldn't care less unless they're not doing anybody any harm ( Read more... )

boston by augustana

In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must've crossed
She said...

You don't know me and you don't even care, oh yeah
Well you said....
You don't know me and you don't wear my chains, oh yeah...

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts ( Read more... )