well i am moving today. everyone will be here in about 20 minutes. i don't know when I will get internet back so it might be a while before I get online again. will update more later.

it is funny when you go back and look at your life. you realize there were moments that you should have never pased up for being a chicken shit. I realized that there are a couple of people that I am totally in love with and can't have for one reason or another. I realize that I tend to compare these women to potentials that I date or have dated ( Read more... )

Well, it looks like I will be moving out in March. I am really excited about it, but also stressed cause I don't know how I am going to get all my shit out. I don't have a lot, but I might have to rent a U-Hall or get movers. I am hoping the some of my friends can help. It is just time to go. Things have been rough here for the last few months. All ( Read more... )

So here is the latest. The girl that I like and I talked last night. She told me that she has a new man! This after she told me that she didn't want a relationship. OMG, I totally got played. She told me that she didn't make any promises which is true, but what about the conversations that we had about being together when she got back here? She ( Read more... )

SO the girl that i love came back and is now single. She is totally crushed. She said that she didn't want to get into another relationship. I understand that, I just wish that I could make her see that things would be diffrent with me. She is still talking to the guy that broke her heart and may get back together. Which sucks for me. I guess that ( Read more... )

What is it with stupid people. I work at a place that they call me and then then they don't want to order because of the price. Well guess what like everything else in the world, prices go up. Don't call if you are not going to order, it does mess us up even if it is not commissioned based. Also, what is it with people and not responding to e-mails ( Read more... )

It is funny how things changes. At one point you are friend w/a group of people because of a mutial friend then you stop being friend w/most of them or just lose touch. You didn't want it to happen it just did. You wonder if they ever check in on you or ask about you. You wonder if the mutial friend will still talks to the other friends. You wonder ( Read more... )

Well, some big news. Cheryl is going to be moving up to the next class. She is old enough and wants to potty train now and so the daycare decided to move her. She will be with the one teacher that I would with at the daycare. She is a good teacher and Cheryl seems to like her. She is growing up so fast. In four months she will be 2. I can't belive ( Read more... )

Well, the woman that I have been talking to I haven't been able to talk to in almost a week. It is killing me, but I know that when she gets minutes on her phone she will call me. Anywho, there is a girl on myspace that I have been talking to and that has been really nice. We have had really good e-mail conversations. Wuwill see though.

Well, live is crazy. GF and I are not together anymore. Broke up before Thanksgiving. Finally got a new shift at work so that I can work days. Will be moving out late winter early spring. Time to move on. Cheryl is good. Talking and flourishing very well. Wants to potty train. Went to FL a couple of weeks ago. Went to see shuttle go off, but got ( Read more... )