i miss her...

I am no longer a student of Morton West High School. This is absolutely insane. Senior year is over. All we have left is Graduation Rehersal on Wednesday and the Commencement on Friday ( Read more... )

She was hospitalized today at Palos Community Hospital. I feel sick to my stomach. Today was supposed to involve work and a trip to Chicago. Instead, it involved authorities and the psych ward. I have nothing right now. Jill wont talk to me and I dont know how to fix it anymore. My best friend left and my mother tried to take her own life again. I ( Read more... )

Today was the most normal day I have had in a very long time. Mind you I had court (which is not so normal). I had work for a couple of hours (four actually, which is the most sane shift i have had in weeks) and then met up with Jill. We went to Orland so she could give blood. That girl makes me a nervous wreck. Even though she has the same ( Read more... )

They don't agree on much
in fact they rarely agree on anything
they fight all the time
& they challenge each other everyday
but in spite their differences
they have one important thing in common
they would kill for each other and are there until the end...

**thought of you with this***

so i have been awaiting my 18th birthday for the last oh 18 years and right now i just really want it to go away. i dont want my birthday anymore. for what? to make it more obvious that i have noone anymore? no thank you.

work was fun but uber busy. tomorrow should prove to be the same.

Campus tour with mom and sister: April 14th
Orientation/Registration: June 26-27
Move-in day: August 19th
First day of college: August 21

I am soooo freaking out but I am sooo effin excited!

the last couple of weeks have been so random and emotionally draining. one day i am incredibly happy and the next i am laying in bed not wanting to ever move. today was the perfect example. i woke up in a good mood (its the alarm i set) and then first hour orlando totally killed my good morning with his ignorant and bigot conversation. i know he is ( Read more... )

YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM CHICAGO, IF ( Read more... )

Four years ago we stepped into high school as individuals seeking to do well, to find our identity, to find our best friend. We opened our lockers for the first time, looked at our schedules, thought about how great it was to finally be in high school. Four years ago we met our best friend, we went to our first school dance, had a crush on a cute ( Read more... )