Some people are so pathetic and desperate, they make me want to stab myself.  And it's even worse when that person is someone I care about a lot.

I have forgotten that I will ALWAYS need to keep my relationship with alcohol in check.  I've allowed myself to use it as a crutch as I have had a rough year.  That's not acceptable anymore.  It really never was acceptable.  I'm finding that I'm getting out of control.  Last night was a really rough night, and although I didn't do anything ( Read more... )

Wowwww.  Ell Jay screwed me yet again.  I was just typing up something I really needed to get out of my system, and it just all got deleted.
I can't do this.
I really can't.

I've come to the conclusion that in order to survive, I need to stop eating.
Legit.

Also, I'm becoming increasingly obsessed with my dental hygeine.

Also, I love titling journal entries with random crap I hear on TV.  It's been a while.

I feel like a beer.  Ok, I don't FEEL like a beer, but ya know, I feel like a beer... 

Shit ( Read more... )

UGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH gag me with a fucking spoon.

I'm gonna go pick my zits and think of you.

Shitheadsssssssssss.

I'm still in love with you.

I need to get gay, real fast.

Time keeps passing.  I keep spending too many Friday and Saturday nights doing absolutely nothing.  I've wasted so much time being stuck on myself.  I'm still wasting time.  The older I get, the more I realize how many wild oats I still need to soil.  I'm afraid one of these years I'm gonna start this huge regression.  Like when I'm thirty, I'll ( Read more... )

So I had a really good birthday this year.  People really came through, and I'm so happy to have the friends that I do.  I bitch too much.  I do.  But I know people care, and it means a lot ( Read more... )

I've been thinkin'...
When I picture my future, in a perfect world, I see myself as a successful person with a little money to throw around.  I live in a nice place.  I throw parties, I go out for dinner and go to bars and such frequently.  I travel.  I enjoy life.  And I have a good time.  I work, I play.  It's good.
But when I see all of that, I ( Read more... )