i'm tired
i need a vacation
i miss my mom
i hope i have a nice birthday
the end.

There's a lot to say and nothing to say ( Read more... )

i feel like..........................

i'm....................

i dunno.....................

but i will say that a certain someone is an asshole and is not worth my time.

I haven't updated in a while.
I hate my job.  I've given it a fighting chance.  I thought maybe it was getting better, but it's not.  I hate it.  I don't wanna be there anymore.  I hate it.  I hate it more than I've hated anything in my life.  I hate it!

If Hannaford would pay me 15 bucks an hour I'd go back.
I'd go back to Hannaford, that's how much ( Read more... )

I'm always wondering...if I hadn't been laid off, what would this year have been like for me?  What would I be doing?  Would I be on my way to achieving goals?  Would I have stayed with a diet and continued to limit my alcohol consumption?  Would I be more over TJ than I am now?  If I didn't become so vulnerable just when I wanted to change...would ( Read more... )

I've wasted this whole day.  I woke up at 830 and couldn't go back to sleep.  I got up to do laundry around 1030.  Then, I dicked around until about 3 and then took a nap until about 6.  I had a lot of weird dreams ( Read more... )

So, I've been carrying this little notebook around with me everywhere.  Silly little things here and there are always popping into my head and I always wish I could write them down.  It's not even that they're profound or worth sharing most of the time, but they seem important enough to me to get on paper.  When I don't write anything down, it'll ( Read more... )

Being happy takes a lot more than just telling myself that I will be...but it still helps ( Read more... )

When I feel down, I need to talk to someone who cares ( Read more... )

I have to admit...I'm really lonely.

...and I miss my mom.

Wicked bad.