I am happier now..though I feel I am missing something ( Read more... )

Had the worst dream last night. He was with someone else with no guilt whatsoever ( Read more... )

I don't get it. I could say that life isn't fair but that's not true. Life gave me two decisions and I took the one that has not made me happy ( Read more... )

Heart hurts
Eyes burn
Body shaking
Empty
I still wear it
It means too much
I still have his pictures
Do not want to let go
But
I
Know
It's
For
The
Best.

I just want him to be happy

him to be ok

Regardless

He means too much....

Never will lose him....even if he doesn't talk to me......my heart is not whole without him

I am so scared of college ( Read more... )

The school year is coming to an end and I don't think the end is coming fast enough ( Read more... )

So its incredible that once something falls apart in your life, everything else seems to fall with it. I never realized someone had such an affect on my behavior. Such an affect on the way I deal with things. But since we haven't been on good terms, I find myself getting upset with everything. I cant stand to listen to anyone for more then ten ( Read more... )

It's hard not to think about the people that used to mean so much to you ( Read more... )

It just doesnt seem worth it anymore. I wish I had that one person back that listened to what i had to say...the person that wanted to be around me all the time...the one who shared all the same views I did...the one who would talk to me hours apon hours just because they wanted to listen and tell ME what they had to say ( Read more... )

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