How am I crazy stupid? Let me count the ways.

[microbekiller]

I am simply incapable of acting like a normal human being around guys I'm attracted to because I am really shy and terrified of rejection. I have huge abandomment issues and end up sabatoging myself.  If I don't try to connect then I won't get hurt.  Then I subconsciously convince myself that if I go up and talk to the guy, I wil say the stupidest

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[boy_adrift]

you and me both. I'm fine with any girl as long as I'm not into her, then I just get all weird etc... well, you know.

[microbekiller]

God, it's so stupid. I am setting a goal to smile at...5 boys this year.