and i don't care if you don't love me
and i don't care if you don't change
i could live inside the shadow that i cast for you
if it meant that you would stay...

youre my devil youre my angel
youre my heaven youre my hell
youre my now youre my forever
youre my freedom youre my jail
youre my lies youre my truth
youre my war youre my truce
youre my questions youre my proof
youre my stress and youre my masseuse

well you're just across the street
looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
funny how I'm nervous still
I've  always  been the easy  kill

theres something, something about this place
something about lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

under the weight of your wings you are a god and whatever I want you to be and I wonder if truly you are nearly as beautiful as I believe in my head your voice youve got all that I need and this make believe will get me through another lonely night

dont be scared ( Read more... )

and my head keeps spinning
cant stop having these visions, i gotta get with it
and my head keeps spinning
cant stop having these visions, i gotta get with it

the next 7 entries are a story of my night
start at the bottom and read up

i wish best friends actually existed

now im fucking sad as fuck and pissed off as fuck

thanks.