i am sorry to say, but i musnt stay. thats sums it up i guess. i wish every one i have met the best and i will see you again. laura, in case i dont get the chance to see you today i will call you. i will miss evcery one. but this is whats best for my fututre. i have no future here. this will give me my chance to build my life, and my life with my ( Read more... )

so. i had a horrible afternoon. i really dont know whats going on in my head. or with the world. but all is not well right now. my dads under the impression i should come home. my mom wont give me my car as long as im not living in her house. i havnt found a job, and i still dont know whats going on with this head light shit. i dont wanna go home. ( Read more... )

ok...... it is a fuckin bum fest out side. i have been stopped 8 times today by bums and people asking me if im registered to vote. the voting thing i can understand. but this bum thing is kinda gettin out of control. its one thing to ask for somthin, but if i have nothin to give they souldnt keep pressin. thats what makes me mad. is the ( Read more... )

i feel like shit!!!!! like really. my head is throbbing. my neck hurts. amd i cant sleep. i need sleep meds, pain killers and a good back rub. i feel like shit. need i say more?

im really f'n bored. and really f'n tired. i feel better than last night tho. i let things people say get to me too much. my sister says im too nice. but its who i am. i know i have a history of nothing to brag. but i do know people do care about me. so my new lesson is to not let my past take over my mind, and ignore stupidity. cause im a good

im blasted right now. kinda confused. i dont know why. i actually do, just not gonna say.so i guess im just talkin to my self, any one ever just been really confused? feeling really good about somthin then feeling like, what the fuck? well thats how i feel right now. just kinda.... blah. i know what im doin. just hope it turns out better than ( Read more... )

k. im sober now. disregard the last entry. i dont know what i was thinking.. thong? what thong? i own no thongs! so any way last night was fun. a warning to laura! how did you go from having 4 days to -11? i think your trying to get to my revenge day! at -12 you shall recieve it. beware. and no i still havnt given up. tho i am bruised like a mo- ( Read more... )

i wanna out on that thong bitch!!! the thong. the lacy one!!! whoooaaaaa

"it aint no thang. doin what i do. there aint no shame. " ok, my black moments over now. dont know where that camr from. but it is rather fun from time to time. andrew got here.. yeaaa! my little long haired metal headed life long buddy has arrived. were chillen, he was just introduced to hookah! of course i had to do that. what kind of frined ( Read more... )

i am the most undefeatable man ever! heather, your words have no affect on me, i won the war with angela and laura! you and they lose. i will never admit what you want! so in yooooo face nickel. so i dont really know what i feel right now. im just hangin in angelas room with her and laura. watchin adult swim. drinkin, getin ready to smoke! i love ( Read more... )