*still at home, moping*

*in bed*

*surrounded by lots of empty alcohol bottles and half-burnt fags*

*sigh*

Taking Haldir's advice to think things out.

*take a big swig from rum bottle and another from vodka and another from absinthe and gargle all three in mouth*

Ahhhh... FRESH cocktail...

*sigh*

(T_T)

Great, I'm free from ropes and now I'm wound up in another...

*pained*

*slowly gains consciousness*

*find oneself tied up like an animal and lying on a very familiar couch*

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!

BLOODY HELL!!! SOMEONE PLS GET ME OUT OF THIS SHIT!!!

Elladan, you are so going to die when I get my hands on you.

*excited*

*squeals in delight*

I picked a fight with Feanor!!!

YES YES YES!!!

I lost, he kicked my ass, but so what!!! Nothing can be achieved without some pain and blood. Oh hell yes, I have a bloody nose right now!!!

MY IDOL!!! That elf has guts and spine! I absolutely idolise him!!!

Long-term goal: Be Feanor's disciple!

*smirks*

Ahhhhhhhh...

*sighs contendedly*

It has been such a long time since I'm free again... spent the bloody last few centuries locked in the depths of old Orophin's mind. Well, its bedtime for him now! Ahahaha...

Well well...

THINGS TO DO
- Visit Haldir and say Hi. Wonder if he misses the old baddie? *smirks*

- Visit blasted Noldor elf. He's ( Read more... )

*curls up in fetal position*

*rocking*

Haldir? Este? Lady Galadriel? Anyone?

Help... Help...

*sobs*

*runs crazily from Elladan's place*
*rushes into the apartment*
*puts up DO NOT DISTURB sign*
*slams the door shut, double locks it*

*pants*

*retreats into the corner of the room and curls up, rocking*

*eyes wide open in fright*

OH NO OH NO OH NO...

IT CAME BACK!!!

I'm going CRAZY!!!

SOMETHING IS VERY VERY WRONG...

I could not remember what happened for the last few hours... I don't know what happened??? I think I did something... something very terrible, but I just cannot remember...

*very disturbed*

After that therapy session with Este, something is very very wrong with me. I have blank memories of what I did at times... I ( Read more... )

*dazed*
*sitting by the lake, staring into nothing*
*in tears*

I did the most abdominable thing ever...

I will never forgive myself for hurting her... I will never forgive myself...

*buries face into hands and sobs*

I swear I did not mean to... I... I was... I was blindfolded and... and... *wails* I... I wonder is she alright now?

I'm so ( Read more... )

*blindfolds myself*

*shoots arrow after arrow*

*smugly listens to the sound of aroows hitting bull eye's miles away*

*shoots the last arrow*

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

*freezes*

Weird... I thought I just heard a bloodcurdling scream?