*mopping around*

I'm bored. life is kinda stagnant here in Aman... Misses the exciting days in Lothlorien where I was a guardian, along with Haldir.

The days with my darlings...*Runs in and brings out long bow, a quiver of arrows, and two elven blades ( Read more... )

Its amazing, its really amazing. A feud, a hatred that had lasted for thousands of years could simply dissolve into nothing.

*smiles contendedly*

Yes, I've finally reconciled with my brother. See! I'm not even calling him Blondie Bitch anymore!

It's only a talk between the two of us... What incredible magic it creates! A mere heart-to-heart ( Read more... )

*pacing around outside Haldir's talan*

*nervous*

*looks at the talan and walks towards it*

*pauses and turns back*

*repeated to and fro*

Dammit! To go or not go, is the question!!!

Had a sleepless night... My mind kept replaying what happened between brother and I... The words that I spoke to him kept echoing in my mind! His face, his bloody ( Read more... )

*Sitting by a lake, under the starlit sky*

*grabs my fifth bottle of ale*

*clutches head in despair*

What have I done??? Haldir came by yesterday... and... *sniff* Why am I in tears!? and...

Oh Eru! I felt terrible!!! I spat my hatred into his face!!! I told my brother that I hate himAll my life, I've dreamt of the day when I can find my ( Read more... )

Urgh... what a headache...

What the hell am I doing on the floor!?

*notices note*

Aw damn... I wasted first...

*notices spiff*

Ooohh... nice fella is Elladan!

*crawls to the bathroom*

Just returned home from Este's counselling session. A lovely Valar, really nice and understanding. It's a great therapeutic session with teddy bears and me showing her my toys!

Was on my home and guess who I saw? That blondie bit- I mean my brother. *Dammit, I still haven't gotten over that bloody tea session at his talan on my first visit here ( Read more... )

Damn damn damn... Why did I say yes? Why? Why ( Read more... )

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

*sings ( Read more... )