today...i've convinced myself that i need to start mentally preparing for my dads passing...

i'm just not content with my life.

hey. did you hear about it?

so we did celtic fling again this year..and as always...it was an amazing time. spent too much money...but it was fun. drinking beers with friends and throwing axes is the best. ohh..but this year i didn't get kicked out. like i did the last two years. haha.

so dave and heather got married this weekend. the wedding was awesome!! both of them looked great!! it was seriously an awesome day. i'm really happy for both of them ( Read more... )

what's up livejournal ( Read more... )

i've pretty much hit rock bottom. if i didn't have family and friends...i wouldn't be here. maybe i'm being selfish..but i just want things to get better for me. i know people have it worse...but i just can't take it anymore.

i am officially a fuck up.

was fucking terrible ( Read more... )

so i really really need a job. like a full time job. right now. i'm running out of money like whoa. it suuuuucks. a lot ( Read more... )

holy shit livejournal. i haven't updated you foreeeevvvvveeerrrrrrr.

i'm sorry.