"Can't you smell that sweet sagebrush-by-the-ocean air of Big Sur? Have you no feelings, sir? Do I have to draw you a nostril picture? Tell the broad to take a flying at the moon and come down here with that whiskey and let's catch some abalone and piss off a cliff. ----- As always, Lee Mellon"

I've really come to terms with a couple of aspects of my future. First, I want to be a mother one day. I'd like to be able to postpone it until I'm at least 30, but we'll see how it works out. Second, I think I'd be okay with just having to teach if I don't get where I aspire to be with guitar. I think I might actually be able to be a good ( Read more... )

Somewhere on the other side of this wide night ( Read more... )

It's not that I feel like less now that we're apart, but I felt like so much more when we were together. Maybe that's nonsensical, but this situation is bizarre in itself. It feels as if I'll never find someone as kind and open and complementary to me. Right now, it seems so very rare and precious. While I know I'll never recreate this ( Read more... )

"Things are going to be okay. I think we have so much trouble because we're a bad combination of smart and sensitive, but there has to be a way to make it work ( Read more... )

Being in a constant state of simultaneously working multiple problems out is exhausting, but it could be worse. I could be in a constant state of giving the fuck up.

Today is our six month anniversary. In two days, he goes home. In a little over two weeks, I'm going to Knoxville for a bit. Then, I guess that'll be it ( Read more... )

Do other people actually enjoy the colleges they attend?

To make a prairie it takes a clover and one bee ( Read more... )

This semester has been very difficult emotionally. This summer, I intend to take a deep breath. I just want to spend time with old friends, get my hands functioning again, and create. I think that's a reasonable plan.