Second to last day at work. Almost there.

My heart hurts worse and worse the more I get packed up and the closer I get to leaving. I really hate wondering if I made the right decision.

I swear, if I have to fill out another form for grad school, I'm going to scream. Things my school needs to know about me: Yes, I will pay back my loans. Yes, I am who I say I am. No, I will not cheat or release medical records.

Do I really need 15 forms, 3 passwords, and 2 PINs to say this???

I have a place in Baltimore in a good part of town with a girl that sounds really nice and artsy.

*whew*

Now I can concentrate on healing that ulcer I gave myself, haha.

Looking for apartments is probably the most stressful activity one can partake in. I think it even beats piloting a Fighter jet. Seriously.

It is so much harder to pack up for Baltimore than I anticipated. If I can't even think of leaving for a week and a half, how am I going to deal with leaving for months at a time?

I should get used to the feeling of heartache.

I could have a place to live in Baltimore now! I'm at least getting replies from Craigslist and sorting out the sketchy from the not sketchy...which settles my nervous brain.

This boat is real.

Also, I'm addicted to the series True Blood. Stupid vampires and their stupid popularity.

I am never working in the food service industry again after this summer. Ever. I suppose I'm thankful I even have a job but...no. Never again.

Why isn't it time for grad school yet??

I am terrified that I won't be able to find a place to live in Baltimore that is both 1) Moderately safe and 2) on the JHMI shuttle route.

Current nightmare: homeless in Baltimore in three and a half months.

April 2, 2007: So....I really can't believe I'm going for it. And that I have a chance.

Round I down, two more to go.

Well...now all I have to do is get though one and a half weeks of mace spinning and throwing, transposing, drill writing, score reading....Yikes.

I suppose it all begins tomorrow. : )Just when I think I'm done changing as a ( Read more... )

I wish technology wasn't stupid sometimes. See: the virus my computer must still have, despite my best efforts.