Knights of the Round
Basics
Name/Alias: Carys
Age: 15
Gender: Female
Would you prefer to be voted as a boy, girl, or no pref: Seriously don't care.
Where you heard about this community: From ac_ratings.
About You
Favorite Color: Red
Favorite Food: Pizza
Favorite Song (and why): My Chemical Romance - Demolition Lovers. I love the lyrics, the feeling/meaning behind it, it's all really nice.
Strengths: I guess I'm confident most the time. I'm very determined to make something out of myself. I'm mostly independant & when I want something, I try to get it. However, my own laziness can get in the way. But I usually pull myself together.
Weaknesses: Quite stubborn. Sometimes I'm too critical of myself, I expect a lot from myself and get annoyed if I don't reach what I want. I can sometimes be quite moody, but who isn't? I can sway from being happy, back to being quiet because I can't be bothered/not feeling good. I can judge people too easily. I can be too self concious and care about other people's opinions when I know they shouldn't matter
What you love: 'Love' strong word. I'd say I love being my own person, I love music, I love creativity, individuality. People that can make me laugh, not in a 'haha-that's-funny' way. In a 'OMGHAHAHAHAHAH!111' way. Mysterious, spooky things. People who are courageous, but not asshole courageous. So, braveness. I'm very fond of money, and especially when it's mine. Being able to be yourself, be laid back about things.
What you hate: Know-it-alls, the ones who are annoying. Bossy people. People who think they're SOSO much better then people, when they're obviously not. Over-nice people, to the point of kiss-asses. Over-mean people. Patronising people. Being told what to do, being subordinate. Being around people I dislike. High-strung people. VERY loud people.
Hobbies & Interests: Internet, music, ps/ps2/comp games - roleplaying ones with a plot, more interesting. Singing, acting, creative stuff, imagination, having fun. Having really long conversations that can't get boring.
Your dream: I want to be a Director. Atleast get out of where I am now and make something of myself, be known, do something I like doing.
Either-Or
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Both.
Mature or Immature: Mostly, mature. I have my moments.
Summer or Winter: Winter
Morning or Night: Night
Outgoing or Shy: Not shy, not outgoing.
Conservative or Risky: Risky, I like to think.
Lead or Follow: Lead
Confident or Modest: Confident
Logic or Emotion: Emotion
In-depth
Can you put your trust in people? Why or why not? Well. In some. I'm quite a secretive person, I don't like people knowing lots of stuff, because I really need my own privacy and thoughts to myself. I can trust some people, sometimes too easily, sometimes just completely not. If someone proves themself, then I probably would trust them if I thought I could. But not just random people.
Do you prefer working with a group or alone? Why or why not? I'd probably say alone. I'm quite independant. I like doing things my way, and when people try to change what I want to do and say 'yeah, but, I think we should do this . .' I'll listen, but I'll probably get slightly ticked off and cover it up with a nod and a 'hmm, maybe'. Obviously, if you're in a group, you can't just be like 'Okay LISTEN man, we're doing this MY way, so bugger off if you don't like it.' You have to take other people's opinion's into consideration and work as a team, otherwise you'll just be a bossy idiot. But I can be quite impatient, and I can get annoyed when people take too long to do stuff, even though I can procrastinate a hell of a lot. So I like to work at my own pace and keep other people out of it. I also have my own ideas, I like doing things in my own way, and other people just distract that. I work better alone, though, other people's opinions can come in useful.
Do you: Help people whenever you can; Wish you helped people but walk away anyway; or believe people get what they deserve? Help people whenever I can? No, not really. Unless I have a reason, there's something in it for me, I care about the person, I just feel like it or I want to. I'm not very selfish. I'll help someone, but not if I think they don't deserve it. But I won't go out of my way to do something for someone I don't know/don't like. I don't wish I helped people, it's just the way I am. People get what they deserve? Yeh, probably. You can mostly make life whatever you want if you try hard enough.
Do you act on impulse and instinct or do you take time to think things through? I can't really say. I don't know. Under pressure, I'll act on impluse. In normal situations, I'll usually think things through. I'm a bit clutsy, though, so sometimes I just go with instinct and can look a bit stupid, but crap happens. I don't take too much time thinking through, I don't sometimes think enough about stuff, but I wouldn't say I spend about 1 second thinking and run off to do something, unless it's that kind of situation.
What is your choice weapon and why?Well. I, being sad, made my own weapon. Well, didn't actually make one, it's in my head. I'd say a dagger, a red one, maybe it could allow strong magic to be used with the slash. A double bladed one woulld be nice, quite sharp and light. Or a sword. Still red. Not a staff. No, not into the summon/mage stuff. If I had to chose someone's weapon, Zindane's from FF9 are all good, thief weapons. Kadaj's weapon from AC, it's called a souba I think. Double bladed. Nice. Sleak. Why? A dagger because one of my favourite classes is the thief. Why a sword? More attack power and it's just my kind of weapon.
What is one thing you believe in more than anything? Would you fight for it? Can't say I know. There's nothing I really believe in. Just having the determination and courage to do what you like, no matter how many people tell you you won't make it. Sure, I'd fight for it.
If there was one thing you could change about yourself, what would it be? Be less emotional, it can get in the way sometimes.
Extra
I have black hair, dyed, shoulder length, red streak in it. Layers. Usually straight. Dark blue eyes, quite bright. Quite pale. Average height/build.
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