it kinda hurts to love someone so much and still be afraid

Well, I haven't written to this thing in forever, not sure why I'm writing in it right now. So, since the last time I wrote I graduated high school, got back together with the boy I'm in love with and basically thats it. Super exciting. I'm so happy right now with everything, not really thrilled with the dwindling amount of friends that I have but ( Read more... )

Today was the end of my high school swimming career, besides championships in 2 weeks. Talk about mixed feelings.
Life is lameeee

I had a dream about poly and woke up crying.
I walked home alone tonight, drunk...really emphasize on the ALONE part.
miserable.

I need a frickin job.

I feel the need to post because I saw the "here in your arms" video. and it almost made my cry.
im way too emotional.
and i hate you all.
happy fucking thanksgiving. thanksgiving sucks toes

I HATE senior year. It's official. Every morning I wake up dreading the day to follow. Isn't senior year supposed to be the best one ever? Nothing but kicks and giggles? MINE BLOWS. The classes I am taking are excuses for classes, there is no way in hell that Fontbonne is preparing me for college. Each class I sit through like a zombie and count ( Read more... )

quick update;
Hellogoodbye concert tomorrow !
long distance SUCKS!
I cant wait to graduate!
yay

I hate SATs and parents. and STUPID brothers who come home from college and cause your parents to scream and yell at you because the prince is home.
fuck it..

my hamster buttercup is defintly not going to make it through the night. my poor hammie....my parents think I am crazy because I cried over my hamster getting sick.
sob