I finally got to watch brokeback mountain last night. That movie was great! It is so much more than just a "gay cowboy" movie. It a really sad story though. It made me so mad watching it. These two guys loved each other but they had to put up a front around society. I don't understand why people are so rediculous!!! It kills me that people ( Read more... )

so i finally got ppl over here thank god. sadly they can't be over for a really long time since grant is calling me at 5. I would tell them just to stay and wait but we are usually on the phone for like 3 hours and I don't want them to wait. I really want to talk to him today because I need to talk to him about the deck he's going to build me. ( Read more... )

My mom and dad at dinner gave me this big talk about how I should give blood. They are having a blood drive at my school tomorrow and I was talking about it and they started to chew me out. I really don't like needles. I can stand to look at them and if i don't look shots don't bother me all that much. It does majorly freak me out to have to ( Read more... )

So I just noticed that the background set up has changed. I really don't like it. I like the way it way before. Maybe I can change it back some how. Well I know I haven't written in here much but it seems like no one has. It kinda seems like there is no point anymore. I don't know. I really don't have much to say right now, and the stuff I do ( Read more... )

Don't you hate when people bring up the past?! I must tell you that it is quite annoying. It wasn't my past that someone brought up, it was Grant. Someone who was not, lets just say involved in Grant's good moments. She wrote him an e-mail talking about things that have happened between them. Most of the things don't really effect me since she ( Read more... )

The last day of the play is today. It's kinda sad cause I don't get to see a lot of people in the play during school. I must say though that I'm sick of not getting any credit. I do props for the play but no one knows that. I'm in the program but if no one see's my face with the name then no one knows who I am and I get no thank you's. Mr.Hill ( Read more... )

Well that's not really true. I do have to day off today though. I wish school was over already. That would be great. So the play opens this Thursday. I have a headset backstage, it makes me feel so important! That reminds me that I have practice tonight. Oh dude that means Grant's calling me too. Yay! That's the only reason I like Mondays ( Read more... )

So here's what has been going on with me lately. I had a great christmas cause Grant was here. School has been very tiring. My teachers have been piling on the homework ever since we got back from break. I know I haven't been online lately and I'm sorry. I just hate sitting there waiting for ppl to get on and since not a lot of ppl had been ( Read more... )

YAY MY BUBBY IS OK!!! HE'S FINE!!! HIS CONFIDENCE IS FINE!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY THAT HE IS OK!!!!!!!!

FYI: Bubby is a Yiddish word that is used as a term of endearment(sp?).

I have this sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach. I checked Grant's e-mail like i ususally do and there was an e-mail from Emily. He has already read it and I read it too like i always do. She was talking about a convo they had last night(Sat. night) and how he's pissed or worried about something because his inner confidence is gone. Also ( Read more... )